Always be Spirit

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEmmmmmmmmmmm,....

It's so difficult for me,,,,
When life was been choiced, i dont know to make something that useful for me, may be too many problem in my mind tilled i cann't think about one of my problem clearly.


I'm afraid everything i do can make all of the people around was be sad....therefore i always tried says to my self that one word be spirit...because why everytime i feel so sad, sure in my heart ill feel too?......